A Letter To God

A LETTER TO GOD

By : Amalia Nur Rahmawati

Dear God,

I am sorry not to take the path You made

My forgiveness to obey the spoke You whisper

My apologized to ignore Your prohibition

I am sorry to travel alone without Your guide

Dear God,

Maybe I am to proud to myself

My confidence to choose all my path alone

This greed that wanting more than I need

The selfish arrogant ungraceful man

Now I am lost in the middle of nowhere

Stand between the dark cold scary valley

This darkness makes me loose my sight

The fog does not allowed me to see the light

Dear God,

Slowly my conscious turn to madness

This eyes getting blurry and shaded

The sound of nature fading away I can not hear

My body is numb I can not even stand

Dear God,

I know I just a sinner

Disgrace my self with all my sins

Throw away your blessing grace

Now I just turn into something I am not

Dear God,

Please take my soul away

To take Your undying conviction

I do not deserve to live this life no more

The demon has own my soul forever